Our God is perfect and He created us so perfectly. He is the God of choice and granted us every possible feeling on a continuum. It is up to us what we choose to do with them, and how we use our emotions to drive our decisions. I believe that wrong and right decisions at times aren’t defined so starkly. I almost want to declare that there is no wrong and right when it comes down to the general and average day life decisions. Of course this excluded ethically wrong decisions like murder, marital affairs, cheating stealing and other things found in the Ten Commandments. For instance we feel physical pain because our body is alarming us that there is a malfunction. We experience joy when we get what we want, and so forth. However, some feelings can me misused in an unconstructive kind of way.
I don’t understand fully why we have jealousy. What polar effect does jealousy have? Is jealousy telling us that we have failed to do, say or acquire something? If we didn’t get that piece of “cake” to begin with, maybe because we were shy or thought the “cake” is going to grow legs or balls and come hither. And someone came along that was decisive and forward enough to take it and we missed the opportunity, isn’t that kind of our fault? Why stare while it’s being consumed and feel jealous? Why not go get it back if you really want to? Does that sound ridiculous? Isn’t that unreasonable or is jealousy a warning for a lack to be filled? These questions aren’t leading questions nor am I asking because I truly have a conclusive feeling about these “cake” stealing activities. I think you get my metaphors and see me for the indecisive, timid, shy girl I am, who is inwardly super over analytical of every breath and move.
We all at times blame God, others or even circumstances. It makes us feel better knowing that we aren’t the once to charge for our misfortunes. Assuming or conveying self that someone is at fault for our short comings and staggers only numbs a broken bone. And if we aren’t honest with ourselves the same mistake will stay in qui.
Lets be grown ups and admit that in aftermath it’s not what happens to us, it’s the way we receive or perceive our fortune. Try not labeling a decision as wrong or a right but calculate and foresee what consequences will follow and understand if that is a chance you’re willing to take.
P.S. I bare myself to you so that you may not have to experience on yourself. Some mistakes are costly and embarrassing and better to be avoided. Comments are always welcome.
Love,
Jewels
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